Bipolar disorder - Symptoms 

Symptoms of bipolar disorder 

Bipolar disorder is characterised by extreme mood swings. The mood swings can range from extreme happiness (mania) to extreme sadness (depression). Episodes of mania and depression can often last for several weeks or more.

Depression

During a period of depression (low phase) your symptoms may include:

  • feeling sad and hopeless
  • lacking in energy
  • difficulty concentrating and remembering things
  • a loss of interest in everyday activities
  • feelings of emptiness or worthlessness
  • feelings of guilt and despair
  • feeling pessimistic about everything
  • self-doubt
  • being delusional, having hallucinations and disturbed or illogical thinking
  • lack of appetite
  • difficulty sleeping
  • waking up early
  • suicidal thoughts

Mania

The manic (high) phase of bipolar disorder usually follows two to four episodes of depression and may include:

  • feeling very happy, elated or euphoric (overjoyed)
  • talking very quickly
  • feeling full of energy
  • feeling full of self-importance
  • feeling full of great new ideas and having important plans
  • being easily distracted
  • being easily irritated or agitated
  • being delusional, having  hallucinations and disturbed or illogical thinking
  • not feeling like sleeping
  • not eating
  • doing pleasurable things that often have disastrous consequences, such as spending large sums of money on expensive and sometimes unaffordable items.

Rapid cycling

If you have bipolar disorder, you may have episodes of depression more regularly than you have episodes of mania (or vice versa).

Episodes of depression and mania are sometimes punctuated by periods or ‘normal’ mood. However, some people with bipolar disorder can swing from a high to low phase quickly without having a ‘normal’ period in between. This is known as rapid cycling.

Bipolar disorder is a condition of extremes

A person with bipolar disorder may be totally unaware of being in the manic phase of the condition. After the episode is over, they may be shocked at their behaviour. However, at the time, they may think that others are being negative or unhelpful.

Some people with bipolar disorder experience more frequent and severe episodes than others. Due to the extreme nature of the condition continuing in a job may be difficult and relationships may become strained. There is also an increased risk of suicide.

During episodes of mania and depression, someone with bipolar disorder may experience strange sensations, such as seeing, hearing or smelling things that are not there (hallucinations). They may also believe things that seem irrational to other people (delusions). These types of symptoms are known as psychosis or a psychotic episode.

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Glossary

Depression
Depression is when you have feelings of extreme sadness, despair or inadequacy that last for a long time.
Delusions
If someone is suffering from delusions, they have lost touch with reality and may experience hallucinations.
Hallucinations
Hallucinations are a sensory experience in which a person sees, hears, or feels something or someone that isn't really there.

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mother1 said on 30 January 2012

I ventured on this page as I suspect my 15 year old daughter has bi polar, I recognise the symptoms as I have siblings who are bi polar. I am taking her to the doctors tomorrow. I am deeply concerned with the amount of young people who seem to experiencing symptoms and feel helpless to talk to anyone. Please please try to talk to someone. Why not print of some information and give it to a parent and just tell them this is how you are feeling. I'm sure they will try everything to try and help. if you cant talk to a parent, take the info to your GP/Teacher/family member or friend who can assist you to get help. It is important. Don't give up. My thoughts are with you all. xx

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vanished said on 28 January 2012

@Reckless, I feel like that all the time.. Some days, I feel really good and nothing in my way could stop me!! Oooh yeah :oD But then something or someone just triggers it off and then I am stopping in, close the curtains, stay alone and wishing I was never born. Recently, in my mood swings been happening so quickly between them "depression & mania" meaning it used to be days or weeks but now it could happens in hours or mins. At the moment I have depressed but hours before I was laughing & joking and thinking "what the hell" :o) and this morning I was thinking suicidal thoughts. I need help and waiting to see psychology services for over 1yr but the waiting list is absolutely massive!

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Reckless said on 26 January 2012

I feel a little strange writing on here but...

i think i might have bipolar disorder about 2 years ago i went to the doctors because i was feeling really down and he only gave me a leaflet! since then I've struggled with self harm, anorexia, my parents divorce, illness, losing my best friend and someone very close to me contracting cancer. I've stopped self harming now for the sake of the people i love but i now have no way of coping with my emotions. sometimes i feel like i just want to give up on everything and sometimes i'm on top of the world and i just don't know what to do about it. i'm a bit unsure about going back to the doctors because they were so unhelpful last time and my school have said they'd get me a Councillor but that was 3 months ago so i doubt that that's going to happen.

if anyone has any comments or advice it'd be much appreciated. thankyou

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Reckless said on 26 January 2012

i went to the doctors over a year ago to ask about depression because of the way i'd been feeling and was given a leaflet. since then I've struggled with self harm, ,under eating, my parents divorce, illness and losing my best friend. I've stopped self harming but the feelings of extreme sadness, loneliness, worthlessness, and self hatred have not gone away. some times i feel like i want to give up on everything and sometimes i'm happier than I've ever been. i have always wondered if i have bipolar disorder but have been nervous about going back to the doctor about it.

i wad a bit unsure about commenting on here and i'd like anyone's opinion on what i should do. any comments would be appreciated

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WheresThatGuy said on 26 January 2012

Hey @GDannatt,

First up, I think it's epic that you've gone out of your way to look out for your friend and show some concern.

I think it's safe to say that anyone suffering bipolar would love to have friends like you, it's just sometimes we might not like to be told somebody else thinks "something is wrong" with us.

If she's having trouble opening up to you, don't force it upon her, just be there for her however you can and let her know that you're there to talk, without directly telling her you think she's bipolar - leave that for a doctor/psychiatrist.

I'm sure once she knows you're there, and you're supporting her even if she hasn't asked for it just by being around, she will eventually (hopefully) seek help if she thinks it is necessary.

Do keep an eye on here though, and monitor her behaviour to see if she's withdrawing or potentially harming herself - in this case don't leave her alone and seek professional help immediately.

I hope this helps, she's lucky to have somebody so caring.

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Gdannatt said on 11 January 2012

I'm 15 but my best mate seems to have huge mood swings she had a depression about a year ago but she tells me she is fine now one minute she will be so happy going crazy and the next she will be say there not wanting to talk to anyone. When she was diagnosed as depressed she told me that she had thoughts about suicide and that she didn't have any reason to be alive anymore. I came on here and saw that she had several of the symptoms for bipolar and I'm wondering if I should try and talk to her about it? But what do I do if she is bipolar because she doesn't like talking about her feelings to people? I don't want to leave her to suffer by herself but I'm worried about making it worse. With our exams at the moment she always goes on about how she knows she will do bad and she has never said a positive word about it I try to make her feel good about them but she doesn't want to listen...I just don't know what to do.

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KatieEdwards said on 02 December 2011

My Auntie suffers from this condition, I have been feeling what the symptoms have described. I have felt depressed and very sad for 1 day then next I was very happy and then today I have felt very depressed, tired, sad and feel like I want to cry. Is this bipolar? Please Help, I am 15

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sjane said on 09 November 2011

I beleieve my mum has bipolar or very bad depression. She lives with me and my family and for the last couple of years it has been a living nightmare as she will not seek medical advice, so I feel very alone & it is causing really bad feelings between all of us. We lost my dad a few years ago and still think she is still greiving which is understandable but not very healthy.

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beanus de milo said on 12 October 2011

Plym33, please go and see your doctor. I suffered so much before my husband made the decision that we couldn't cope with it on our own any more (3 suicide attempts, being extremely abusive to him) and so I went and they prescribed pills and put me under a psychiatrist. I also had anger management classes and went to see psychiatrist nurses every week. The change was unbelievable. What I think may help you is if you write down how you are feeling, no matter how stupid it seems to you and then when you see the doctor just give him/her the letter. Say you find things hard to talk about and then they can start helping you.

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plym33 said on 25 September 2011

i even hear my kids calling even when they are asleep and alos think people are calling me when they are not , this is when im really down

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plym33 said on 25 September 2011

i even hear my kids calling even when they are asleep and alos think people are calling me when they are not , this is when im really down

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plym33 said on 22 September 2011

im 33 i have felt these symptoms ever since i was a teenager , i thought it was just me , i get down a lot not having the connfidence to make a lot of friends , when im in a good mood i spend money, basically cover a;; the symptoms it effected the army and my marriage , all i was told was its depression but reading the info here im just wondering if i am bipolar please can someone help me, i feel like i cant talk to anyone

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plym33 said on 22 September 2011

i am 33 and i had these symptoms all my life, when im bad i feel like i need to hide, it has ruined my army career, and affected my marriage i cant even speak to a doctor thinking im wasting there time. then on the other scale im bouncing off the walls , talk too fast get cross at little minor things and concentrate. im not very good a writing how im feeling so i havent put everything down thinking that i wasting everyones time , i dont know what to do and dont want to trouble the doctors as they dont seem to listen , what can i do

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plym33 said on 22 September 2011

i feel exactly what the symptoms state but when i feel down i just dont have the energy to even think of talking to anyone , i always think its wasting there time , iits affected my marriage and im finding it hard when i do see the doctor i change the subject or put on a face , im just at a loss what to do , when im lets say happy i get very irratable and get in trouble i talk too fast , cant sit still and concentration of a goldfish, sorry if im wasting anyones time

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plym33 said on 22 September 2011

i feel exactly what the symptoms state but when i feel down i just dont have the energy to even think of talking to anyone , i always think its wasting there time , iits affected my marriage and im finding it hard when i do see the doctor i change the subject or put on a face , im just at a loss what to do , when im lets say happy i get very irratable and get in trouble i talk too fast , cant sit still and concentration of a goldfish, sorry if im wasting anyones time

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whocares4me said on 07 September 2011

I'm 41 and for most of my life I've felt different, to extremes of being totally scared of life to feeling like a far superior being than I really am. I was abused sexually , physically and mentally by my mum and dad, I have attempted suicide on 5 occassions since M ay this year, according to Crisis I'm not in a crisis so they neglect me. I saw a psyciatrist for the first time 3 weeks ago and was promised support but up to now nothing, I visit out of hours regular because the nightmares at times are so bad (thank god for diazapan) T he gp told me I was just depressed in 1998, but why do I feel so different each day, from feeling high to holding my head in shame......when will someone take me serious...please help before the black clouds come over again and I attempt suicide again.........

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metroman123 said on 29 June 2011

I am reading these symptoms and am totally in shock, i thought for many years i was different to other people with thoughts, actions, mood swings, 1 minute on top of the world the next totally down and depressed, my self confidence has always been very low but on the outside im the funny guy who makes everyone laugh and is the centre of attention. I have done many terrible things to get these 'highs' but it has cost me my marriage and not being able to be a real father to my kids, now i live alone and have nothing. I thought i was suffering from stress/depression but reading this i am beginning to think bipolar now....I hate being like this!! someone please HELP

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sunbeam4him said on 01 May 2011

I have just read through the list of symtoms above relating to bipolar,and although i have most of them,my doctor and consultants have me on medication for anxiety/depression? If i could have a day where i don't go through not wanting to get up/wanting to,being indecisive about eating,feeling that my head will explode,that its full of pressure,that i dwell not on good words said about me or good things that have happened in my life,but constantly on every negative comment that has been said.Yes i have 'highs',and i see spiders everywhere and if i do sleep,i awake not knowing where i am,and think i see people ,and it frightens me. sometimes i just want to scream,other times i feel like i want to run around laughing. I don't understand me,and i feel my doctors don't want to hear or be bothered with me. Any suggestions?

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diamond14 said on 11 April 2011

My granddaughter has all the symptoms above but doctors have put it down to depression then said it was behavior problems after she attempted an overdose. how do i get her diagnosed?

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basthecat said on 22 February 2011

I've been treated for severe depression since the autum of 2005 with little success. Talking therapies just don't seem to work for me - that is if you ever get to see a counsellor. Eight months ago I got to see a 'Trick Cyclist" for the first time. He rebalanced my drugs regime and there was initially some improvement but in December 2010 my mind was back to it's old tricks - maybe worse - and again I started planning my suicide. I know exactly what I'm going to do. My care worker (bless her - she's usually as useful as a chocolate fireguard) noticed I was going downhill again and immediately arranged another appointment with Trick and I went to see him last week. He suggests I go on Lithum and arranges blood test etc. I come home and look up Lithium Carbonate on Tint-ernet and find it's used for the treatment of bi-polar / manic-deptression disorder. A little more digging and I find that the symptoms exactly match how I've been feeling for over 5 years. This makes me feel good - I'm in a manic phase, I guess. I do hope the Lithium works when I start taking it next week. What I do know is the Depressive phase is getting worse and my ability to cope with it has decreased over the years. It's a struggle - a real striuggle at times.

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samm1234 said on 25 January 2011

Im 19 years old and have had depression for a few years now, but as i look at this website i start to think if maybe i have bi-polar. I could really use someones help if they stuffer from this to help me understand the meaning behind it as i said earlier i have stuffered depression for a few years and i have never really understood why i stuffer from it and i don't know many people who do stuffer from depression and i have always found it hard to understand. So if any could help me i would really appreciate if somebody could have a talk with me to help me understand and figure out if i really do have bi-polar or such.

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Abby123 said on 13 December 2010

Hello, i dont suppose anyone can tell me if i have possible bipolar or not please?
I have all the symptoms and just recently i have been feeling extremely down, but then for a short period every couple of weeks i feel really great. Straight after that i feel suicidal and i feel worse than what i did before i felt happy. I am extremely paranoid aswell. I have been taken to the hospital before to have an examination when i had a break down, but the crisis team didnt help me at all they just sent me on my way. I just want answers and i just want to know if there is any help i can get?

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Igotquestions said on 09 December 2010

Hi all, Other than 'being delusional etc.' I tick all the boxes on the depression and mania side of bipolar symptoms and from everything I have read on here I think I have the disorder.

My questions are:
1. Life is up and down, for most people, some more ups than downs and visa-versa. Is it the extremes of the ups and downs that defines 'bipolar' as oppose to life just being life? Or...
2. Are the tests that are done to diagnose bipolar 100% yes/no conclusive?

Many thanks

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confuddled said on 04 December 2010

I am finding coping very difficult at the moment up and down like a yo-yo,

I have had depression for 14 plus years could be longer but I blank a lot of the past. Docs have tried various medication and treatment nothing has worked or i think im OK and stopping having treatment. Then i come crashing down and refuse to get help.

my husband and my best friend both have experience of friends and family with bi polar and both believe i am, I have very little idea about what bi polar is so i came and found this site.

I want to stop feeling like this. Its like a permanent black cloud, even when the sun shines i know its there waiting to come back.

I don't want to go to my gp i don't want another label i have had horrendous experiences of the mental health team. Does any one know of a herbal or natural treatment i could look at?

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Hotdog_GB said on 03 December 2010

Thanks to this site, every thing I've been going threw these last 4 years+ makes sense to me now. I know I've been suffering from depression for a number of years, from not being able to work and also a home carer for a young child with mental and physical special needs.

My depression got worse when My Mother (I was very close to) died and with in 11 months my Son also died at 14 suddenly from complications with his conditions, soon after my marriage of 22 years ended and we lost our home as well.

For the last four years I put all my mood swings ect down to the depression, but the last year or so my mood swings have changed. I can go for a few weeks feeling as though I'm on a high, buzzing.. Then the next day I'll be on such a low it feels like I'm some one else and this can last weeks on end, not sleeping,eating,going out of the house and thinking every one would be better of if I was not here any more and I'm just a burden to my friends and family.

To help me sleep I will start to drink to the point were I know I'm doing damage to myself, as if in a way to punish myself. Like I said this can go on for weeks and then suddenly I would over a day or two start to feel not good but not bad at the same time, and then it's this time I know I'm going back on a high again.

Knowing this has started to push me to go see a Doctor now.... just need to wait till I'm back on that high again.

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User499713 said on 06 November 2010

I am 18 and i've had depression since I can remember. I have recently been made aware of Bipolar disorder and I feel like this is exactly how my mind is , major ups then major downs (more downs thn ups) and I dont know what to do I have tried to talk to my GP but all he says is try councelling, which I have many times I dont know what to say to be heard because Im scared il do something stupid in the future :(

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RosieTalk said on 02 November 2010

Hi bridge1010. It is obvious to say that you should certainly speak to your GP if you feel like you cannot cope. There are also organisations that you can speak to:

# Samaritans 08457 90 90 90 www.samaritans.org.uk
# Sane 0845 767 8000 www.sane.org.uk
# Mind 0845 766 0163 www.mind.org.uk

You may find it useful to read the mental health blog for similar experiences:
http://talk.nhs.uk/blogs/mentalhealth/default.aspx

Or perhaps have a look at the Live Well mental health hub: http://www.nhs.uk/LiveWell/Mentalhealth/Pages/Mentalhealthhome.aspx

Take care, Rosie

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bridge1010 said on 02 November 2010

If that was taken off because of the word lucid dreams from someone who don't av a clue what it means it means knowing when your dreaming been awake in your dream look it up

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bridge1010 said on 02 November 2010

Hi gen86 I hope by now you have seen the doctor but if not I was the same I would clam up or forget to say about the different mood swings so what I did was write it all down over a period of a few days and just gave the list to my doctor. I have three young children and they have not been taken away. Since the age of fourteen I knew I was mentally unstable from thinkin I could be a witch to lashing out and havin lucid dreams and much more but I would also have long periods of being normal but for the past ten month its come and not gone away my lucid dreams are back and now I'm scared to sleep cos I hate knowing I'm dreaming n when I'm awake I have to keep pinching myself to make sure I'm not dreaming I've had enough now and don't know how much more I can take

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xlooxloox said on 11 October 2010

my aunty got diagnosis with bipolar 4 years ago and i remember how hard it hit her and how hard it hit the family and now 4 years down the line she is helping deal with the disorder, im only 16 years old and to be honest i dunno how i would deal with it without great surrport from the family.... they are my world xx

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Tweety1980 said on 01 October 2010

Hi Petebelle

My Mum is currently in hospital with a manic episode and reading this website I think she has bipolar disorder.

Throughout my childhood she was up and down, awful to my Dad and to my brother and I and generally made our childhoods pretty miserable.

I believe if she was diagnosed sooner (it's only in the last 3 years that she had a massive depressive episode and now this manic one) then things could have been very different.

My Dad finally left her about 6 years ago after a lifetime of misery which could have been avoided.

Things only get worse and I would get your husband to read this and get the treatment he needs - there are some pretty effective treatments and medications out there which will make things a lot easier for both of you.

Good luck.

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petebelle said on 25 September 2010

I am just researching on this because i observed from my husband's way of thinking and moods is all positive on all symptoms shown here on the manic and the depression phase except for the suicide thoughts because he have not discussed that with me before.. He already have seen several doctors to help him with the depression and for him his condition is not getting any better. He even put me aside after he decided to send me back to my hometown and he went to US alone. He always say he loves me and I know that he really does. Maybe he just do not want me to know about his medical conditions. I am his wife and I should be there with him to help him but he prefered to be on his own. He always say he has to fight his own battle alone. It hurts me being away from him, feeling like as if he dump me. But I tried to understand him and still keep loving him and wanting to be there with him. I just wait till he straighten his thoughts. He is smart and good control of himself. He is a good man and loving husband. Is there any cure for this problem?

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gen86 said on 15 September 2010

Hi, I dont know if anyone can help I think I may have bipolar and want to go to the doctor about it I am depressed and the doctors know but when I go to see them I dont tell them everything that I am feeling or thinking, I have 2 kids and am a single mum and it worries me that if i do tell them that i have suicidal thoughts they will take my kids away even though they are the only reason I have not followed through with the thoughts and may hurt myself but would never hurt them. So if anyone could advise me please????? Thanks!!

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gen86 said on 15 September 2010

Hi, I dont know if anyone can help I think I may have bipolar and want to go to the doctor about it I am depressed and the doctors know but when I go to see them I dont tell them everything that I am feeling or thinking, I have 2 kids and am a single mum and it worries me that if i do tell them that i have suicidal thoughts they will take my kids away even though they are the only reason I have not followed through with the thoughts and may hurt myself but would never hurt them. So if anyone could advise me please????? Thanks!!

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gen86 said on 14 September 2010

I wonder if anyone can help... I suffer from depression and have done for 9 years or more my mother is also severly depressed, I have noticed however in the last yr I have got worse and have what sound like bipolar one minute im happy the next i am extremely sad and have even hit walls bashed my head on things ect, I am going to the doctors in the next few weeks and want to tell the doctor exactly what im feeling however I have 2 small children and am on my own I dont want to loose my kids as they are the only things stopping me from following through with my suicidal thoughts, so my question is would or could my children be taken from me??? please help!!!!!

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Xena2317 said on 14 August 2010

Hello.
im really nervous about writing on here. ive never done anything like this before, but i guessed it was worth a try.

The reason im writing is because i am unsure of what to make of my emotions. About 8 years ago, maybe more, my parents split up, after hours of arguing and not being able to see my dad for months on end i think i bottled up plenty of emotions. About 4 years later i moved to my new secodary school, i thought i'd get a fresh start, but instead of the dream of being popular i ended up getting bullied. I didnt know what to do, i had no one to turn to, i though people would think i was pathetic and stuff. I started a stupid thing, i thought that cutting myself would relieve my pain and anger, i thought right, because it did, it made me feel tonnes better. I dont know what stopped me doing it though, i just did, even thought it was so addictive. After that, i turned to smoking, and i still am. Now instead, i have awful trouble getting to sleep at night, sometimes i wake up at about 4 in the morning and i just lie there thinking of nothing. Sometimes, i just feel so bummed out, i dont even want to get out of my bed, or go to school and if i do make it to school i dont have the energy to concentrate anymore. But other times, i am so ecstatic about everything, just like people have said on here. Its almost as if im 2 different people. the slightest thing anyone has said to me can pull me down and vice versa. I dont know what to do anymore? i dont want to ruin my education and my future because of this, and im too ashamed to go to my doctor, because most of the time im feeling normal when i finally have my appointment?
Somebody help! im very sorry for the huge essay. xx

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Bipolar Pete said on 05 August 2010

Katie I hope that you are still watching this site. To be fair it is not the best for chatting and advice.Try http://www.mdf.org.uk/ and register. Take your friends advice and see your doctor. Good luck !

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Bipolar Pete said on 04 August 2010

Katie (User 471588) - 12/07/2010
Hello mate.
There is no age limit for bipolar.
It can affect anyone so dont worry about that !
What you describe could well be it.
Take your friends advice because your friends know you better and see your doctor.
I hope that you still look at this site for a reply because you can be helped if you have it
Living with someone who does not want you there will not help so do your best to find somewhere else. You need support and are not getting it.Where in the country are you?

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needanswers said on 20 July 2010

Thank you to all who have posted. My partner recently has shown a pattern of behavior that has been cause for concern and which has devastated our relationship. I am trying to find ways to continue to help and support him and to understand what he is experiencing. Thank you for posting. For those who think it might be silly, it is not. Instead it helps us who want to be supportive to our loved ones to better understand. Thank you and keep posting.

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User471588 said on 12 July 2010

i feel alittle silly coming on here and leaving my comment. you see i have these really low moments where i feel really sad, and hate my life but then something happens and a few hour/days later and im fine, im happy again... i think that i just start feeling sorry for myself, coz im dyslexic and am never gonna have a good job! i live with someone who hates me being there but i have no where else to go, i have no love in my life witch makes me go looking for it but all i find are one night stands and that makes me feel even worse.... all my friends have said i must just feel sorry for myself and i think they are right, however i have this new friend and she thinks i have bipolar or despression and keeps on at me about going to the doctors, but i think the doctor will just think im making it up and laugh at me coz im only 21, im young, and young people have nothing to worry about right??

well id like ur opinions my friend said i should write it all down n get a second opinion, from people who have it! hope to hear from someone! many thanks for reading this katie xo

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shadowwalker said on 16 June 2010

I have Bipolar, I want to write about my feeling and how i feel while going through my mood shifts but can't! I am feeling that what ever i write people who read it will laugh. I cant talk to my husband abt any of my feelings because he doesnt understand any of it. He know's i have it but hasnt even bothered to find out abt what it is or anything.

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allie1971 said on 10 June 2010

dear meow, I have bi polar it has taken nearly 25 yrs for me to be diagnosed!! I was adopted and last yr i found my biological dad he also has bi polar it is said to be hereditary i was abut 13 when it first started to show itself trouble with that is most teenagers are ellated one min and next their bouncing off the walls so its hard to diagnose and also if your given anti psychotics and you dont have bi polar it can actually trigger it, it has been a major factor in recking my life relationships etc. please hunni I urge you to see your gp you must get help!!! be honest write a list of words that describe your feelings when u are at your happiest n again at your worst do not hold back tell him the severity of how you feel its easy to do this cause one day ur so down you ring ur gp begging for help n by the time u actually see them u feel like u was makin a fuss about nothing (a storm in a tea cup) but it prob wasnt . stay safe sweetie xx hope this helps abit x

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meow said on 10 April 2010

I think I may have bipolar disorder, but I am unsure because when I feel sad people say I am just feeling sorry for myself and that I could be muuch worse off. I remember feeling depressed as a child. I have slit my wrists a few times, taken overdoses, smashed my head against a wall and pruposefully put myself in dangerous situations hoping someone will kill me. I think I halucinated once when I was really depressed because I had no money for food and I thought I could see aliens and spirits, this was happening to me for about a week. When I am in a relationship and we have a fight I find it really hard to cope and start drinking, taking drugs and one time I tried getting heroin to kill myself. I am in fear of what other people think about me and other time when I feel happy and people call me crazy or weird I say I am proud of it but if I feel sad I am really ashamed of it. I find it hard working in places because I find it hard to be told what to do without being upset that they are being mean to me or I think my boss thinks I am stupid all the time and get worked up and end up leaving. Normally I do try really hard but when I first start a job it takes me a while to remember everything so I get called slow which really hurts my feelings. I think this sounds like bipolar but I want to know how can I overcome it without medication or doctors? I just want to be able to control my emotions.

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IAmElement said on 08 February 2010

Read the next section on causes...

http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Bipolar-disorder/Pages/Causes.aspx

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maggiekate said on 10 January 2010

My friends child has been told that the have bipolar. As I know nothing about this disorder I have been looking on the internet. Please can you tell me if it is possible that bipolar can be brought on by a major experience in their life.

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